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Name: Meghan
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 2/25/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: Life abundant, soccer, spinach and chicken salads, mixed nuts, running, friends, my core Intimate they're the bomb dig, Jesus. Joel and Cam. Coffee, the mountains, thats it.
Expertise: nothing. Someday I will be the best at whatever I do...but right now I am pretty average.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit


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Member Since: 6/18/2004

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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

man my life is really interesting. i am growing. i love God.  I love life and the journey of it all. 

timothy.

that's who's on my mind. and this season, it's huge.  It's huge what God is doing. 

Have you ever dug a well? 

I am digging.  deeper deeper deeper. 

i often feel that people don't really see me.  like they see me, but not me.  I'm not trying to sound emo, i just think it's true. 

i don't really care. 

do you ever feel misunderstood?  yes. (insert raised  hand here). 

No man can know other man's joys or sorrows.  that's what it comes down to.  And that's why it is so awesome that we are living to please God. 

We can really please God in our depths. 

this stuff is pregnant with truth...mmmm...i love living.


Sunday, September 30, 2007

God is all that I need. 


Monday, September 24, 2007

Tonight

tonight i am just doing some homework, at 3am.

these days are soon to be over, praise God! Just three more weeks and I will have my bachelors. 

on this note, I would like to give some advice:

-if you are doing school, just get it done.  you can take on more than you think. do summer school and do as many credits as possible at one time.  You have more to do in life than go to school, so just get it done. 

-be excellent and learn your matierial, this is one of God's training grounds for your calling, em brace it and be faithful.

-be careful about getting into a romance during this time of your life.  Romance is so distracting.  and so proceed with caution.  I mean, why waste your GPA on something that could possibly be so fleeting. 

-do really well at the beginning of your classes vs. the end.  When you start off with a strong foot your teacher gets a good impression of you and will be more willing to work with you if you need it later on in the class.  If you start as a slacker your teacher will not like you as much.

-focus on your strengths.  If you are a good writer, do your best on your essays, and give less energy to tests.  if you are a better test taker give more energy there.  This will gaurentee good grades at least in a portion of your class, otherwise, you will get mediocre grades in both and expend more energy and time then you would if you just focused on what you were good at. 

manage your time, have fun, keep the heart of a learner. 

don't do homework with people-I have always found that to be more distracting than helpful. 

that's all.

love.meghan

 


Sunday, September 16, 2007

Life is mystery.

do not boast about tomorrow for you do not know what tomorrow holds. 

alright God, I feel more out of control than I have in a long time.  Although I don't know where I am going or what the future holds, I definitely feel invested in.  I have more mentors then ever.  and my prayer life is better than ever. and i love God more today than I did yesterday.

these things make the darkness sweet. 

me and Jesus hangin out in the dark. 

on another note.  I would really like to get married soon.  I think that maybe by not being the director of women I will have more time for God to bring me my husband.  Here is another oh so dark area of my life.  Teen Mania is such a small little pool and since there is no one that fancies my interests, it is really a leap of faith to believe that I could be wed before 25. 

I feel stuck in transition.  There's more still.  There is more on the horizon.  i hate waiting. I feel like i have something great on the horizon.  Hopefully he is 6'2, tan, and physically able to run marathons and bench twice my body weight :) and of course anointed and in love with teen agers.  But if not, I know that there is something on the horizon for me and God.  More breakthroughs, more understanding, and more ministry.  Not being the director of women is not a set back.  it just looks like one to the natural eye.  oh well.  come Lord Jesus, you are all I need.

amen. goodbye and goodnight. love.meghan.


Tuesday, September 11, 2007

hmmph

the Lord gives and the Lord takes away, but I will say, Blessed be your name.

Have you ever been running on the mountain tops thinking, "wow, could life get any better than this?"

This weekend I had the opportunity to attend a conference with great friends, hear the prophetic voice of Lisa Bevere and be filled with vision and affirmation from God. 

I was thinking...is life really supposed to be this lovely? What will be my next challenge?

Well, little did I know that my next challenge was waiting for me Monday morning.  I found out Monday morning that my job was being changed.

Yes, I was the director of Women at Teen Mania Ministries for about 3 weeks.  And now I am back to doing logistics. 

What a weird experience.

but nonetheless, I was ultimately created for God.  and however he wants to use me he may. 

May God's will never be a let down. 

open up my eyes and help me to see.



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